i have this strange smile on my face.
(the dog days are over or only just beginning. something new has taken root)
i'm literally busier than ever.
i have more work to do than ever.
i'm committed to more people than ever.
i have 500,000 balls up in the air at one time.
i don't even know how i got here.
but i do.
i do so well.
i mean here, to this place of peace even through the constancy, the constant demands.
that's what it is. the constant demands on myself and the awareness of them.
i can't ignore my responsibilites. i know exactly what i have to do. it's so much. i don't know sometimes. like now, as i'm writing the weekend music roundup and thinking knowing i need to be a better intern.
the looming internship deadlines. it's just alllllllll here. and i have to make something happen,
make me happen.
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