are you gonna be?

are you gonna be a victim or are you going to stand?

and persevere? ever time i listen to florence + the machine, that question hits me.

yes or no? you choose.

indulge in this victim posture for a few weeks in february, sick yourself (literally) with refined sugar or whatever poison you choose. but know that you'll still have to face yourself on the otherside.

more, people are counting on you to come through.

accept your responsiblity and move on. you asked for purpose, you asked for light. and it's here now so revel (maybe not now, wait until it warms up a bit otherwise i'd really call you a fool) but once it warms up.....

REVEL. in this busy season. that's all it is.

another busy season. a season of purpose and intense work.


(BUT I HAVE MY DOUBTS)



Doubts you say? Like sometimes I wonder the point of working so hard like this and all of these other people very unhappy people in DC. Why are we all here? Why do we work so hard?


Is there such thing as a dream job?????? What of dreams?
(this might be another post - but what does it say if i can no longer phatasize)